Does this quote map your spiritual journey? 

It does for me!
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FOR⁠
Born evangelical, I lived my life “for” God, as if God lived far away from me with a list of demands & commands that had to be honored.⁠
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WITH⁠
As the spiritual journey deepened, I sensed God was “with me” on the journey. ⁠

There was a softening of the need to please the external God “out there.”
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God became intimately with me in Spirit- partners on the path!⁠
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IN
As things deepen, I now sense that this whole wild world is just one chaotic mess called God. ⁠
We live in God like fish live in the ocean.⁠

And the Ocean (God) is large enough to lovingly hold the good AND bad within it.
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It is all-embracing, like the air we breathe. ⁠
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We live *in* God as God lives *in* us.⁠
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Like the air, we breathe- the divine is inside of us and outside of us.⁠